I didn't do it

I just found out that I don't get to swap with Starbucks. I guess that's all right and I know that I will live, but I really don't remember signing  up and not completing a swap ever. I have been forgotten in some swaps and lived through it. But never have I forgotten anyone in a swap. That is until now I just found out tonight. Sometimes you feel like you have to look up to see the belly of a snake. Right now that's how low I feel. The sun will shine tomorrow.